THE HOOD SCHOLAR

My environment is a reflection of what my soul has become; tarnished, tainted, worn down, needing maintenance. Apathetic as I may be towards my inner emotions and feelings about my current circumstances, the conflicting situations currently before me are creating distrust in my self. Like. Iight.

The opportunity to chill with people who are doing something similar to what I would want to do - own a potential million dollar company, and do business / chill with celebrities and CEOs.

VS.

Getting a 'free education' at the cost of freedom of choice and the balls needed to take risks (i.e. loss of balls).

The choice is simple, when simplified. However, the human part is killing me internally. A lot of people pushed for me to get that 'free education. At the same time, they didn't know the costs I would have to pay.

Anyways, die to live, or live to die.

Un.